I woke up this morning around four to feed my insufferable pussy cat! So on my way back upstairs I happened to stop by the computer for a moment and checked my email. The normal junk was there along with some important ones. But two really caught my eye. The first one was from my husband. Every once in a while I'll get a little message from him. This one brought a tear. The subject line read, "I love you!!", and inside was this lovely note...
Sweetpea! I saw this video on You tube last night and it reminded me of just how much I love you. I know I say it...but I just want you to know that I love you more than my words can say. My soul would be empty without you. Our coming together 16 years ago was not by chance, it was our fate and our destiny. When I sit and think about you, I realize how much you mean to Devin and I. You are an amazing woman and I'm proud to have you as a wife,a friend,and as my love!.........ShawnAnd the video you ask. What was the video my dear husband sent me to watch. Well, its a song about a man who loses his wife and his pain and loneliness in dealing with his life without her. It's not a romantic video to send to your spouse, but it shows me that he would be lost without me.
We have our moments, what couple doesn't, but I know he loves me! We sometimes say things we shouldn't, but in the end, he's always there for me, as he says I'm always there for him.
I love you, too!
Now I know what song he's going to play when I die! Hey, at least it's one I like too :).
Now on to the second email.
I've been nominated for a BBAW award for Best Writing! Oh my goodness, I don't even know what to say, except I have this incredible warmth flittering through me that someone nominated me. And thank you so much!
I feel like the luckiest person in the world right now and I'm so in love with my inbox!